Cowboys Barn - Oil portrait
The summer has cruised by so smoothly I was stunned to realize that classes actually start tomorrow. I had promised myself lots of studio time this summer and was always saying "I will later". Well later arrived and many canvas' remained in the same unfinished state pre summer as post summer. I was able to finish the above painting and feel semblance of satisfaction at completing a piece before summer officially ended.
I started to berate myself and then I realized what a foolish thing to do to oneself. I decided to spend the majority of the summer with my family. After spending almost 3 years working 3 jobs and going to school I was burnt out. Reconnecting with my family was wonderful and realizing that if I don't give my family attention (kids especially) someone else would. I never regretted it. A life lived with no regrets is a life well lived.
This became very poignant for me when one of my dearest friends announced she has breast cancer. She was anxious about sharing the news with anyone, fearing rumours or speculation. This friend is not the first of my companions to become victim to this disease. Sadly many other woman have had to endure the pain and recovery of treatment but they were kind enough to share their stories and when this friend told me of the diagnosis I did not feel an urge to run and avoid her. I am not uncomfortable, just sad and concerned for my friend. I know this is a beatable illness and I know she will be among the survivors who will inspire others to live without regret.
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